Why God...why?

Mood: Don't want to leave
Listening to: Eden by Sarah Brightman
Reading: Cognitive thereapy :D
Watching: The Terminal

It's funny how a lot of guys tend to mature so godawful slowly. >< It's even more frustrating when you care about him to the point where it could become more than friendship, but he's so much like a little kid that...it can't go anywhere. Okay, enough with the rambling...

EVERYONE: I'm curious to know, what was the best gift you received this Christmas?

I still haven't received my Wacom tablet. :/ But I got a cool mp3 player.

Why God...why?

You ever felt like you were being used? That even your good friend halfway sees you as a provider of free food, money, attention, etc? Yep, I can't wait to move to Savannah. At least then I'll have something to occupy my mind with 24/7. No more of the crazies here in the neighborhood. ><

....no

Have you ever felt like you're torn between two important things in your life? When you can only choose one option and ONLY one? It's getting to the point where I'll have to choose between two things.

If I am accepted to one of the universities, then I want to go and pursue my studies in animation. But if I go that means I will leave behind one of the most beautiful people I have ever known. He is like an angel to me, and I will hate to leave him.

The 8th season premier had to be one of the best South Park episodes ever. If any of you guys saw it, then you'll know what my title means. If not, then watch it. If you don't watch South Park, then watch this episode anyway. It parodies anime and Japanese games like Street fighter.

So in other news, I think I'm actually getting the hang of this Photoshop thing. I no longer believe it is a tool of the devil.

Also, make sure that you do something for your mother this Sunday. I'm gonna try and draw something for her. ><

I haven't updated much lately. Why? Because I want my skills to improve before I update frequently. I'm still trying to get the hang of Photoshop. :/ If only I could get more time on the computer.
Meanwhile, I continue to battle this horrible disease that plagues us females once a month. >< I'll be fine tomorrow.